Wednesday, October 27, 2010

menjengah ke dalam pondok itu
ku lihat segulung tikar usang
tersandar sepi di penjuru
setiap pijakan ku atur teliti
rapuh sudah lantai tua
segalanya telah kosong
memori kelmarin mengundang air mata
betapa dulu pondok itu
gamat dengan ikatan kasih sayang
satu persatu isinya pergi
hingga akhirnya gulungan tikar usang itu
sendiri menjaga pondok itu
perlahan ku tutup pintu rapuh
entah bila lagi akan aku kembali
ku biar itu menjadi azam
walau setinggi mana langit itu
di tanah ini juga aku bertapak

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

sudah termeterai janji itu
walau digoyah angin kencang
tak mungkin tumbang menyembah bumi
sudah terbukti sumpahan keramat
andai dicela nahas mendatang
bukan sakti yang dicari
tapi ilmu yang dituntut
adat kembara hati teguh
semangat kental baru berjaya
ke hujung dunia

Friday, October 15, 2010

you can send me to war
i'll be in front and fight
you can ask me to do bungee jump
i'll jump as much as you want
you can put me in a cage of tiger
i'll tame them to be like a cat
you can give me tonnes of pepper
i'll eat it and not drink any water
you can take me to the ghost house
i'll survive the night without crying
you can build a river full of crocodile
i'll swim across it to get to you
but if you ask me to stop loving you
i'' need a doctor to cut out my heart
because every beat is my love to you
angin..
bisikkan pada dia
aku sedang merindu
angin..
bawa lah aku terbang dekat padanya
angin..
tanyakan pada dia perasaannya pada ku
angin..
sampaikan jeritan hatiku ini
angin..
hembuskan bayu kasih ini
angin..oh angin..
aku sayang dia sekihlas hati

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

it started with a smile
it ended with a cry
halfway to the end
i fall and failed to rise back
i beg for mercy
you just walk away
i crawl to the end
there i stand up again
as a winner
and you come and act
like you're the reason i won
call me rude
call me snobbish
all i know is
i'm the queen
di mana noktah
harus ku berhenti mengharap
tidak kau nyatakan
tidak kau jelaskan
andai indah itu tiada padaku
luahkan saja kecewa itu
walau angin itu menderu
tak mungkin mampu meniup
debu cinta yang terasing

Monday, October 11, 2010

i'm blaming myself to lose control
to love the person i should not
to put hope on a man
to miss someone who never remember me
to wait him although i know he won't be mine
for that i'm giving up
if this is the faith i must face
au revoir mon ami
here we are now
in the end of the road
where we must decide
what is the end of our journey
for all this long
we hold on together
up and down we keeps together
and now will us still together
or we have to say good bye
the journey will end
when you let off my hand
my heart broken
could not use another promise
love is a lie
when it come to two
nothing is a secret
why must the past is haunting
when the cure is there
it is hard to forget
as it hard to forgive
just another simple mistake
will crush my heart
aku rindu kau!!!!!
terasa bagai ingin ku jerit
ku mahu seluruh dunia tahu
betapa aku rindukan kau
aku mahu kau di sini
namun jeritan itu hanya mampu bergema
jauh dalam hati ini
kerana aku bukan orangnya
yang layak merindu kau
akhirnya terus aku bertahan
merindu kau dari sini

Thursday, October 7, 2010

is it a sin to be with me?
why blood is a matter?
you're a human and so do i
come take this knife
cut our hand
and let see the blood
isn't it just the same?
so why bother about it
slowly..
i left you behind
not that i don't care
not because i hate
if only you can hear my heart
it beats so slow
because i'm so weak without you
the only reason
i walk away to let you happy
how it hurt me
when i open my eyes
you have gone
where is your promise
to be the first person i see
when i wake up
and to hug me every night
until i fall asleep

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

dentingan itu adalah yang terakhir
gemanya tetap berdengung
mengingatkan ku masa kian berlari
terlalu pantas hingga lelah ku mengejar
masa lenaku telah berakhir
bagaikan memikul bebanan batu
tetap aku harus bangkit
kerna perjalanan hidup masih jauh
itulah hakikat musafir di bumi tuhan

Sunday, October 3, 2010

forbidden city
where i'm staying
living in full of awareness
yes i'm free to move
but in reality people are watching
every breath is counted
a mistake could be disaster
they are ready to push me down

Saturday, October 2, 2010

lorong itu ku jejaki
gelap kelam tak bercahaya
walau ku susun langkah
tetap juga aku tersungkur
setiap langkah bagai ada yang menghalang
aku cuba berpaut
tapi pada apa harus ku percaya
sejenak aku berhenti
apa yang aku mahu adalah tiba ke hujung sana
di mana cahaya itu bergemerlapan
akhirnya ku pilih untuk bermula dengan rendah
andai tak mampu berjalan
ku pilih merangkak
asal saja aku tak menyerah
speak out
louder and louder
let them hear your heart
tell them what is inside you
shout your mind
reveal the truth
so that they listen to you
know the existence of you
you are where the spotlight should focus on